Shoved Away

I thought we were;
More than friends,
I thought I can;
Trust you.

Everything was great,
Looked like true;
Friendship,
Until one day.

Came the day;
When everything changed,
You became;
Very distant.

You discovered;
I can't have good mood;
All time,
That sometimes;
I have bad mood.

The worst happened,
When I told you;
I could have disorder,
You treated me,
Like a jerk;
I wasn't.

In the end;
You shoved me away,
Because of possibility;
I could have disorder,
Later I discovered;
I've social anxiety disorder.

While you were happy;
And moved on,
I was fighting with enormous pain;
You left in my soul.

For months I fought;
With those pain,
Physical and moral;
Pain.

I fought alone;
In the darkness,
Until saviors came;
And saved me.

Meanwhile you pretended;
Nothing has happened,
And continued;
To live your life.

Now instead of showing;
Regret for what you've done to me,
You tell people;
Bullshit about me!

Shows what kind of people;
Are you,
Trixi and Kai,
That you aren't friends;
Just poor hypocrites;
And liars.